Thursday, May 5, 2011

135 lbs.

               So I went to the doctors on Monday. I've hit 135lbs and am quite happy with that. I plan on continuing to eat when I'm hungry and keep up those three meals a day. But I don't think I should keep up this blog. I hardly relied on it to keep me honest. And to be honest no one wants to hear a skinny girl bitch about how hard it is to gain weight. Even my fiance is done with hearing about it.

              So I may keep this blog around for awhile but not forever. If I'd had more time to commit to it I'd love to post weekly as I promised. But as I said earlier no one wants to hear why I (a skinny) have food issues.

So bye bye for now, and good luck world we're going to need it.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

"Too Skinny!" as a 'complement' needs to stop!

                I don’t want any person to make comments ---negative or positive about my body shape or size any more. The only result of comments about my body is that I feel happy for the attention I’m getting. When I get attention, I feel justified to keep avoiding meals. 
                Feel free to comment on my shoes or how my hair looks but please no more comments about how I am “Too damned skinny and really need to eat a cheeseburger.” I know I’m about 20 pounds underweight, thus the blog and many failed attempts to eat three meals daily.
 

Now how do I tell my friends?
 
 
 

Saturday, January 1, 2011

To much food!


I might be getting back on track. I've been having a few good days in a row. I even started researching how to gain weight. The issue is online if you want to gain weight, you must be doing it so you can add muscle mass! But I don't give a flying fish about building muscle mass. So I'm working around the 'everyone must be in it to be ripped!' attitude.