135 lbs.

               So I went to the doctors on Monday. I've hit 135lbs and am quite happy with that. I plan on continuing to eat when I'm hungry and keep up those three meals a day. But I don't think I should keep up this blog. I hardly relied on it to keep me honest. And to be honest no one wants to hear a skinny girl bitch about how hard it is to gain weight. Even my fiance is done with hearing about it.

              So I may keep this blog around for awhile but not forever. If I'd had more time to commit to it I'd love to post weekly as I promised. But as I said earlier no one wants to hear why I (a skinny) have food issues.

So bye bye for now, and good luck world we're going to need it.

"Too Skinny!" as a 'complement' needs to stop!

                I don’t want any person to make comments ---negative or positive about my body shape or size any more. The only result of comments about my body is that I feel happy for the attention I’m getting. When I get attention, I feel justified to keep avoiding meals. 

                Feel free to comment on my shoes or how my hair looks but please no more comments about how I am “Too damned skinny and really need to eat a cheeseburger.” I know I’m about 20 pounds underweight, thus the blog and many failed attempts to eat three meals daily.
 

Now how do I tell my friends?

 

 

 

To much food!

I might be getting back on track. I've been having a few good days in a row. I even started researching how to gain weight. The issue is online if you want to gain weight, you must be doing it so you can add muscle mass! But I don't give a flying fish about building muscle mass. So I'm working around the 'everyone must be in it to be ripped!' attitude.

Quick Update

One word update: success
One sentence update: Yesterday I had a good day, and ate all three meals!

Not much news

            I did have a good Christmas, I hope you did too! Mom showed worry about my weight, by giving me snacks on Christmas. I’m now the proud owner of Hawaiian Punch gummy snacks and some great oat bars! Love my mum she loves to take care of me.

Not very good, but not every bad

        Had myself weighed at the school clinic yesterday and I'm 129.6lbs. Not as big as a gain as I was hoping but a start. I really need to start getting three meals a day.

Three meals Days are the best!

            I don't have a lot of time, this paper I'm writing to due tomorrow morning. I just wanted to brag, I got so much food today I got a tummy ache! Ha! I've had more then three meals today, I've even had snacks!
            I also did well yesterday getting three meals. I can say for sure that having $0.65 crunchy tacos are a good good thing. As is this blog, because it give me the pressure I need to keep eating.
           Good Night and Good Luck folks!